The Void

WE ARE SO BACK

Hello my web people!!!! If you didn’t know September 2025 my ancient laptop took a permanent trip to the pearly gates and I’ve been computerless ever since. Finally my patience has payed off and I got my meaty paws on a shiny new PC. A full desktop set up of my dreams, I have two monitors now and I feel like Neo. It RULES. I decided on a Powerspec G730 because 1. I’m geninuely cursed when it comes to technology... and Microcenter has good support 2. There was a very good deal. 3. I think I deserve to game like I’ve never gamed before tyvm. My Minecraft will be convening with god. The specs are as follows for any computer freaks out there:

I have named it Thaddeus :) I will upload a picture of the full set up once my new keyboard comes in. (Royal Kludge L98 in greeeeeeen). Talk about an upgrade! (My dead in the dirt laptop was an Acer 5 from 2017).

Anywho! I can FINALLY get back to working on NEW pages. I have been sitting on SO many ideas. You have no clue how hard it’s been wanting to create & code and not being able to really do so. It is SO difficult coding ANYTHING on my potato phone. But I have managed to keep most of the pages up to date with my hobby happenings. I will be updating the Kylo Shrine, and the Chat on the main page (since Chattable is no longer in commission) sooner rather than later. I can finally get back to this bearblog thing. OH! And thanks so much for all the continued support, I can’t believe there’s almost 300 of you!! WhAT??!! I have thought about this place longingly like a wife does her husband off at war.

As far as little ol' me, if you go take a gander in the Gallery… I have dived head first into the show The Pitt. I eat, drink and sleep the Michael Robinovitch torture nexus. My new goal in life is to get everyone on the planet to watch The Pitt. I am so fixated on it, it’s all I’ve thought about for the past 6 months. Seriously. I IMPLORE you to give it a go. And yes I will be making a shrine to it with QUICKNESS. I love da Pitt!!! :))) In more serious news! Mental News! We are on the up and up peeps. I have made great strides in getting better this year so far. In January, like 3 days into 2026, the old woman I live with fell and broke both her legs (long story XD) so she’s been sent to rehab/care facility for the foreseeable future (possibly forever, god I hope so... she needs A NURSE… not my unfunctional ass). I have had a chance to FINALLY live like a PERSON. Am I still unwell? Well yes the worms are DEEP. But this here environment promotes well being now!!! I’ve yearned for that for soooo long (my whole life). And let me tell you, it is SO nice. Highly recommend living like a person. I can watch movies in the LIVING ROOM!!!!!! And eat when I want to eat!!!! And cook what I want to cook!!! And go places (we are working on this still but YK baby steps)!!!!!!! Speaking of movies I am no less of a movie addict. I cannot wait to share my top picks from the last 6 months with the masses. And I have been reading, not as much as I would have liked but I am still literate last I checked. Perhaps a bigger activity is that I have been socializing, very digitally, but look I have friends now! They exist (I mean I am pretty sure we are friends... that would be embarrassing). Whatever. I am talking to people, and they talk to me. It is awesome. Overallllllllllll, I am very proud of myself!!! Lemmme tell you it has not been easy (and it would have been WAY easier if I had a PC through it all) but I’m still going!!!! Yayyy!!!! Old Men Yaoi saves LIVES. OK >-< That’s probably it, prepare for some html soon.

We are SO unbelievably back.