Deep Fried Brain
I have been rather overwhelmed (brain fried) with the sudden onslaught of love? is that the right word... for my website shenanigans. I maybe sorta forgot this was a public ordeal and people would actively find my site. 90 people in this part of the world wide web is not something taken lightly. I appreciate everyone's comments, you have NO IDEA what it means to little lonesome ol' me. I just really needed a project I think. That homepage redesign was all I did for 5 months... so yeah I think it is safe to say this is my project! This is def more socializing than I have done in probably 2 years... so this is good I think!
In other website news I have formulized a whole list of ideas to implement for my site. I wish I could post pictures with this bear blog thing but that requires money I do not have lol. I would share with everyone all the sketches of the webpages I have done. Imagine them in your minds eye. I am mainly working on the archive, dvd collection, and I would like to have a dream journal type of thing because wehn I do sleep I dream VIVIDLY. Neocities user Seasoups yesterday saved me from total art block by suggesting that the archive be like an "alien artifact site that you dig through". I took that and have ran with it, mainly the archeology idea. I want it to be like one of those old DOS games- but very simplified- a dig site you with a bloby aussie alien guy to tell ya ta dig! So I have spent the past day (I do not sleep much at all) learning to PROPERLY do pixel art on my IPAD. It is coming along nicely.
In terms of my life, it has been pretty boring the past two weeks. I really think I am getting better mentally, at least getting over the hurdles better, its just happening very... veryyyyyy slowly! We persist as always. I have literally just worked on this website, read my books, and watched a movie (a lot of movies and star trek enterprise). Which is what I usually do every day to some degree now (POV your the mentally ill friend on a Sunday) but I HAVE GOT TO GO OUTSIDE SOON. I will... hopefully. I want to see 28 Years Later on Friday!!!! I hope to god it is good. I need a new zombie apocalypse movie in my life. I also have been reading Ursula K Le Guins' Left Hand of Darkness, and my god is it like reading through thought molasses. This is the sort of book I wish I had it set up in my books page to talk about what I read. I have so many thoughts- SO MANY. (I might cook up something soon just for this tbh). I will be finishing it today or tomorrow! Prayers. Also my actual 24th birthday is on the 26th, I do not think I am going to be doing anything. Idk lets not talk about that... It is what it is. Ok that is all for the beginning of June!
Thanks again. I will try to keep the creative (and social) juice flowing more consistently now! (no promises). <3 Bee