Danger Days
I am struggling to find the energy to much of anything atm... so this whole website biz has taken a back seat. But I did start and get 2/6 (or so) pages done for the Vampire section of my website. I just need to find the mental energy again to be an ounce more creative. Life is so hard man. I am really trying, It does NOT feel like it but I am trying. I had a really terrible day the beginning of this week for no reason but hormones or the weather or just my brain. It was really bad. I am in uber self isolation mode, deep into the twitter addiction (what is new). I tried drawing the other day, well I finished something I had started and gave up on. I did not like how it came out. So that kinda sucked. I need to start writing these blog posts more just for my sanity. I don't have anything cool to tell anyone about most days but yesterday I scored MCR tickets at Metlife. Which to me is a really big deal. I am a little worried that in 9 months the agoraphobia is gonna still be here and ruin my experience- but I want to get better, so I am trying. I want to design a sick outfit to wear. Will I? TBD.
I need to eat and drink more.
-BEE